a whole piece of me is now missing.
chris broke up w me just a few hours ago... OVER THE COMPUTER.
seems like how they always do it, fucking pansy's.
i dunno - i was upset at first, but maybe its for the best.
at least that is what every1 is telling me.
it just friggin hurts more than any other time bc 8 months is a LONGGGG friggin time to be w some1 and for it to just all dissapear.
but i've stopped crying... and its not hurting as much.
maybe because I know its for the best too.
I cant handle him... not anymore.
he never hurt me, dont get me wrong, i loved him, but sometimes you need to let go.
He was too much like my father.
I don't need another father.
who knows, tomorrow I may break down and cry and wish i was dead...
but for now I am able to be ok with this.
If this is what he wants, then I hope he can be happier now w/o me.
and who knows... maybe ill be happier too.