It doesn't help that I am psychotic either...
I really need to stop thinking and over analyzing EVERYTHING.
UGHHHHHH - I make things so hard... and then ruin everything.
I have the best thing that has ever happened to me... and here I go ruining it like always.
And from over thinking everything I then get mad at myself, which makes nothing better.
I wish I just believed people... aka - believe when someone says they love me... and also realize that everyone has a passed and that I am not the only girl that they have been with. But blah - I hate this.